This Time I’m Going To Be The Toughest Girl You’ll Ever Meet


This time I’m going to be the toughest girl you’ll ever meet. I’m going to be the one you’ll look up to; the one you wish you want to be; the girl who was once at the bottom part of this realm of anxieties; the girl who was always a victim of faultfinding; the girl who will always have a kind heart despite of all the two-faced people in her life that constantly bringing her down to her knees and the reason she cries at night and now she bears a resemblance to the stars and her beam will shine brighter than the sun that can certainly light up every empty room and empty souls.

This time I will not let you take me down. I will not let your unethical words upset me. I will make sure that I will make an invisible wall around me to guard me from the pain I know you’ll put in to my life so you could defeat me. I will be strong enough to guard myself from anyone who plans to break me apart. I will never let you stomp your feet on my soul again.

This time I’m going to be resilient enough to lift myself up. I will be indestructible in every circumstances that will come my way. I will fill my soul with bravery and my heart with fearlessness and I shall stand firm and equipped for the next battlefield.

This time I will make sure that no one will ever break my heart again because I will be the girl who will be strong enough to fight for myself.

I will be the girl who will walk graciously with astonishment and everybody will look at me not as a pitiful girl who always stumbles down and always accepts defeat but the girl with a fierce personality and a gentle heart and I will make sure that no one will ever have the authority to leave scars in my heart and harm me ever again.

And this time, I am going to be that girl. I will be the courageous girl you never thought will be.