I Still Believe In The Possibility Of Us

You came like a thief in my most vulnerable state and in an unexpected time. You stole the most precious thing I have and you quickly faded away until I noticed what was gone. You made me feel like I am safe so I would never have to worry about your presence. Just then, I realized, I lost my heart and myself and you have taken all my hopes since you left.

You have been so wonderful because you made me believe that second chances can turn into endless ones just because you love someone so much. You did not mind being with me and being so comfortable as you have kept on sharing the songs you wrote and the poems you made for the world. I could not help but be so proud. Yet, this feeling of mine ended as I am aware of how good you were at stealing people’s hearts and leaving them like a lost being in the dark.

Despite all the doubts and judgments, I still remain calm. I have come to the point to embrace all your imperfections and show to the world that maybe you are not perfect, but you are trying to be one. I know you have been with a lot of wonderful friends around you and my presence was just like dust clouds. I may turn invincible to you most of the times but I promised I am willing to take so much risk. This is because I believe in you and the possibility of us.

You are not just a thief but a warrior, too. I have seen how you conquered the misconceptions of people but you managed to stay calm and let them do the talking. You tried to tell me stories I know you are not used to doing. You opened up some scars and treated them as wounds again. You had your flashbacks of your bitter past and I am so glad I was one of those who heard it. This gave me so much hope that even if there was no love beating there in your heart, I am important when I am with you.

I have my fears that someday when you reached a bigger space ahead, you would definitely forget the days we have spent together. You may not remember the nights I calmed you over your anxiety or the times when you were all alone but I stayed. If this smallest possibility is all I could have, then I would not mind holding on to it. Because for me, you are more than these uncertainties.

You are more than a thief who stole hearts but you have given all the love in your heart so you can take care of them. This relationship of us will never be the way I wanted it to be but I am more than happy. It did not start nor end but being with you is more than enough for me to believe and hold on to those little possibilities.

I hope that someday, you would see this hope in me. So we can be happy and we can be free.